you must move on, or i will bury you

yes, it really is 3am.
NO, I am not asleep. I am currently awake, listening to japanese pop music drinking HighLife. Yes, I lead a very pathetic existance.
NO, I do not enjoy rubarb pie.
yES, I miss her. I cannot believe that I would miss someone that much when I know I shouldn't.
no, I cannot believe there is someone to even miss. I had actually planned on being lonely here by not creating any connections with anyone.
NO, I don't want to leave this place. I like it here... someone has brainwashed me or there is something in the water.
YES, Robert DeNiro is a badass!
no, I am not drunk, i have only had 1 beer, only because it was either that or water, and i think there are narcotics in the water that make people enjoy this place.
possibly, I am head-over-heals... geeze, i should know better than this
NO, it has nothing to do with sex or sexual attraction, I genuinely enjoy being around this girl for no reason *make note: figure this out*
no, I do not know why I don't sleep.
guilty admission, I do sleep... but only when I am with her, I feel safe when i am with her?
no, I had no intention of writing anything about her in here, why does she keep coming up? am i obsessed with her?
no, I do not have a job... i need to get one, am i willing to work at the sub place on the corner?
YES!!! I am just as sick of all these damn questions too
yes, you should say something if you can answer some of them
no, regretfully i don't think any of them will be answered by anyone, I am not entirely sure anyone knows of this place, do you know of this place?
YEs, I am done rambling for the night, time to go lay down, time to go try to dream of rubber duckies, the Duffster, and that girl... (wow she showed up a lot regardless how much i didn't want to mention her)
NO, I have not used the backspace key, that is why there are so many crazy capitalization errors.
No, I have no intention of going back and correcting them
Yes, my song is on, it is time to try to sleep Tracy Chapman-Fast Car
yes, i still think of that friend warmly every time i hear that song, I miss them more they know or anyone else knows, I miss that friend and love that friend
yes, I hope that friend knows this
no... I don't think they really do, or i wouldn't miss them because that friend would still be around
no, I am not strong enough to tell them or anyone else how much they mean to me, its my curse
yes, I agree, this is too long and not even i would read it if i randomly came across it
yes, this is the final line for this entry, goodbye